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✌ Being my own friend!
This has been on my mind a lot. Not only in friendships but in relationships also. For the past 4 years, I have been really sick on and off. Along with that came a lot of ups and downs. I also went through a tough time relationship wise. I have had bouts of depression and even times when I wanted to give up on everything and everyone. I realized today that I feel better than I have in a really long time. I feel like my old self again. That woman who is strong and creative and ready to take on the world. The sad thing is I look around and again see that the people I thought would be my friends and allies forever are nothing but distant strangers. Why do I let people in my life knowing they probably won't understand anything about me or even stay? Why do I let myself get hurt so much by people? When they need something I am important to them. When they think they can leech off all I have worked for and be a part of it then there they are. But when I need THEM for ME they are nowhere to be found. I noticed today that I have a huge wall up and it will probably not come down anytime soon.
And you know what? I do not want it too. I feel safe, secure and positive. I am looking out for me for once. I am taking all that love and loyalty and giving it to me. I will not feel bad about being selfish with my heart and emotions anymore. I will work on me and my goals and keep my heart closed till I am ready to open it again. I will be the success I know I can be and those who left me while I was down can watch now from afar! Sometimes you just have to look out for YOU because no one can do it better than YOU!
Now don't get me wrong, I can count on one hand the number of friends I still have, BUT it is nothing like it used to be. I used to treat everyone as a friend and now I watch myself and keep it professional. My true friends that I still have I will always treasure and hold dear. But again, I can count those on one hand. ☹
So if you are one of those friends just know I love ya and will always be here for you no matter what. To the others that hurt me, Deuces! ✌ #SelfLove #LoyalFriend
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☂ What is a guide for?
Shielding you from harm with their umbrella of love your guides can take on many forms. Some can appear as an Angel (not to be confused with your Guardian Angels/Archangels), a deceased loved one and even as an unrecognizable figure. They visit you when they feel needed. They can also come just to observe and guide you on a daily basis. These guides are here for you when you need them all you have to do is ask for their help and wait for their response. Remember it will not always be in the way you expect so keep your eyes and senses open for anything out of the ordinary. The answer may not always be what you want to hear either but rather what you need the most. So communicate often, listen, observe and most of all accept their help.
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☺Trust in the process!
Our future is NOT set in stone. We have the ability to change the things that are wrong or no longer work for us in this life. You have to be ready to close that door and forgive the past and allow a new door to open. Everyone and everything is brought into our lives for a reason, rather it be good or bad, and that reason is to get us to the point in our life that we need to be in right now. TRUST in yourself and in your purpose.
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ツ My "Best" advice for YOU!
My advice for you today is to keep yourself grounded within the light of the Universe. Keep your Chakras balanced. Always listen to your intuition, Angels and Guides. Keep in communication with them always and let them know when you need help. Listen to you inner guided self. Look and Listen to everything around you. Take time to reflect and most of all trust in what you feel and see.
Always have your GPS! Always be Grounded, Protected and Spiritually Connected! ©TessaLuna Lluvia
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❢ Own your opinions but lose the control!
Everyone is entitled to their opinions and beliefs. Everyone is also entitled to state them as they want. YOU are also entitled to your opinions and your beliefs and you can also state them however you want, however, what is NOT ok is when you shove your opinions or beliefs in someones face claiming you are the correct one and they know nothing. So here is your reality check "YOU are not special". Because in reality your opinions are your own and everyone's is different and important to them. You don't have to like their opinions but at least respect them just as you are wanting them to respect yours. Just like you do not like it when someone else puts down your opinions and beliefs the same is true for the other person.
So whether it be a political, religious, relationship or just plain drama situation stand in your truth but do not step on others in the process. Treat every situation with kindness and if it feels out of control simply excuse yourself and walk away. Now you are truly "AWAKE" ;)
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✂ Cut FEAR out of your life!
Why is it that some people are afraid to succeed but not to fail and others are afraid to fail so they give up on succeeding? FEAR is the biggest problem to overcome when one is looking for success and recognition. Are your fears causing your blocks? Are you afraid to fail so you do not even try? Bottom line is YOU will never know what could actually be until you TRY! So cut that fear out of your life and strive for something new and better. If everyone gave up there would be no successful people!
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☹ Emotions, Emotions and more Emotions.....
I am super emotional lately. Now I could blame the Lunar Eclipse in Libra today and convince myself that is what's really going on, BUT the actual truth is I am an Empath and this is something that I struggle with often. I have all these high hopes and great ideas to start my week off and then everything starts crumbling down and it is nothing more than my emotions. I hear all kinds of so-called "great" advice, from those who do not suffer from empathy, like just hold your head up or you can do it girl and I guess that is suppose to help but in reality it just doesn't. Some people will think you are lazy or just anti-social or really just do not care when the truth is you care a lot, well actually too too much and that is the actual problem. So what am I really doing to make it better? Well I could go into all kinds of things I do like closing my Heart Chakra, not wearing pink or Rose Quartz but probably the most simplest thing I do is just take a break. YES! That's right! Take a break. I simply step away from everything. I rest and do a little family time, work on my jewelry, work on my website and of course write this blog, lol. But I honestly found that simply walking away from everything for a bit works best for me and refuels me to deal with another day.
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✌ Say Peace to the "Past"
Stop using your past as an excuse to not make a better future for yourself. I had a horrible upbringing and for years I let it define me. I was too busy thinking that I could never change my past so what was the point and now I understand that I don't need too. My past may not have been the best but what I do from this day forward is up to me and if it doesn't work out I will try something else. My past created me but it no longer defines me!
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☯ What is KARMA really?
Why does everyone seem to keep getting what "Karma" actually is wrong? I am not one to wish bad or harm on anyone and never should YOU! But simply saying that it is what Karma represents is simply not so. That would be more of the "Golden Rule", right? Please know that nothing in this Universe exists for revenge against another person or thing. What a person does here is what they came to do, PERIOD! That can be good or bad. Now I will not get into the whole argument about, "what about killers?"
Again, everyone comes here to experience or learn what they came here to experience or learn. PERIOD! I am sure one day I will do a video on this subject but for right now I will keep it brief for this blog post. The true definition of Universal Karma is "What you allow in your life will always be in your life". So simply put, if you do not want something in your life remove it. If someone in your life is toxic to YOU then remove them. Easier said than done I know. BUT, the most important thing in your life is YOU, and you are the only one that can take care of YOU the best. When we take care of ourselves everything else will fall into place. If you choose to take care of other people then you definitely need to live by this rule. For we all know we cannot take care of someone else if we are NOT ok. Being an Empath sometimes I stay an emotional wreck and find myself having to back away from people and social media until I am ok again. I also will not do any readings or classes if I am not ok. Because I want to be the best me possible for others and I can only accomplish that if I am ok. So what is Karma again? What you ALLOW in your life will always be in your life! Share with others so they will know too! Remember while you are here in this lifetime you can choose everyday to create an opportunity or an obstacle for yourself. So choose wisely ;)
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♛ Becoming ME!
First of all I want to say that 2015, for me, was a very transforming year! I changed my name, that was a big one for me. Why? You would have to know all about my upbringing to understand why my name never really belonged to me. I am doing a video on this soon so be watching out for it. ;) Also I started being more ME! I am also doing an interview all about this in about a week. I guess what I am really trying to say is that 2015 was a good and bad year for me with lots of changes. I not only transformed but I also WOKE up! I changed not only how I did things but also how I perceived life and the people in mine. I have vowed to myself that 2016 will be the best year yet with me standing in my full truth and making decisions that are based on happiness and not need. I am thankful everyday for the friends that stood by me through all my craziness and I want to let them know that I am forever loyal.
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❤ 2016 = New Beginning
It has already been an extremely emotional time for me this month and we have barely even started the 2016, whew! I had stated on January 7th that with the Jupiter Retrograde, starting on the the 7th and ending May 9th, that this is a time of reflection, re-evaluation and transformation. It is the perfect time to set goals and really take the time to examine them and make efforts to achieve them this year.
But most of all it will bring much needed opportunities our way. However, I did not realize how letting go of so much past junk would result in a total emotional breakdown for me. :( Although I feel it is all completely necessary for me to finally let go of all the past hurt, I am not "liking" the emotional pain that comes along with it.
At the beginning of 2015 I said I will give my current spiritual decisions 1 more year to fully come into fruition before I throw in the towel and choose another route. Well I threw in that towel shortly before Christmas and decided this year had to be different and better. It was definitely time to let go of everything that was no longer working or serving me for the highest good.
That unfortunately, once again, included some so-called friends.
No longer was I going to give and not receive. There definitely has to be some balance brought into my life somehow this year. So I made a pact with myself that this year I would only do what my spiritual soul purpose calls me to do and that this time I would actually listen. ;)
So even though I am sure that more letting go of and forgiving is in the charts for me I now know it for what it is and accept the challenge so I can create a better ME! I also hope you find your soul purpose among all of your emotional hurt as well. Works wisely with your Heart Chakra and your pink Crystals. All of you who are in my PDT class know what I am talking about, LOL ;)
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❀ I found ME again!
The first time I became really ill was in 2012 and I had a stroke that had me in bed for almost a year. I lost one of my best friends as I talk about in my Twin Flames video on YouTube. During that time I was in a coma for 6 weeks and had an enlightening experience which changed my whole perspective on LIFE itself and my purpose. Since then I have strived to work toward a new goal on my path.
Somewhere I got lost again and the Universe decided I needed another glance into something much more beyond myself. Thus, I fell ill again. Thankfully I have recovered much quicker this time. There is a HUGE change in me and through this new transition I hope you will join me along my new journey. Hugs to everyone that has stood by my side as others have left. I honestly feel what we are meant to draw to us will come and what is meant to leave will.
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❧ I am an Empath, so why does Rose Quartz make me go YIKES!!!
First of all "I am an EMPATH". I have hypersensitivity because of all my abilities so I am extremely careful on what I wear as far as crystals and gemstones. Why? Because certain gemstones open certain Chakras and amplify them. I cannot tell you how many people come into my classes lost and overwhelmed and the first question I ask them is do you use Rose Quartz or any Heart Chakra gemstones, and the answer is always a resounding YES!
It is awesome to open your heart chakra around friends, family or in private, but to open it in public is a complete and utter overwhelming nightmare for me. I always make it a point to close my heart chakra before leaving my house or doing any readings. Why do I close it when I do readings?
Because if I am working with someone who has lost someone close to them I want to be able to help them not cry with them. I can help you better if I am ok! Remember the airplane saying, put the mask on yourself first before your child. In other words if you are an emotional wreck you really cannot help anyone else until you help yourself. You will get what I like to call "Psychic Exhaustion". This is where you give so much of yourself away that there is nothing left for yourself. So how do you close your chakras or open them? I like to close my eyes and imagine my body has gone completely dark. I then touch the chakra I want to open, like a push light, and imagine that chakra opening and that color bright. If I want to close it then I imagine all of them on and close the ones I do not want on. So hopefully the next time you are out and about and feel extremely over sensitive or overwhelmed you will take a min to check what you are wearing gemstone wise and pay attention to what chakras are open or closed.
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☽ Do you have Psychic Dreams?
Dreams are a great way to receive psychic information. When your conscious is at rest then you are open to the messages of your unconscious and universal mind. Because our conscious mind is so active it is hard for us to be relaxed enough receive the information that is there for us. This is the reason that nighttime, when we are asleep and the unconscious mind is allowed to awaken, that we have what is called psychic dreams.
If you dream of something more than once, pay attention. You may be having what is called a precognitive dream. Precognition is when we feel or see through one of our senses that a future event is going to happen. The question is, whether or not we should inform somebody of what it is we are seeing or experiencing.
A good way to keep track of your dreams is to keep a dream journal next to your bed, so as soon as you awaken you can write down as much as you can remember. Even if you awake with no memory of the dream make a note in your journal about how you feel at that moment. You may find that over time you start to remember bits and pieces of the dream that you could not remember before. As soon as these memories come write those in your dream journal.
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☹ An Adopted Psychic
The more people I get to know through my work the more I am intrigued by their stories, especially those that were adopted. Why? Because I was also adopted and I was always curious if everyone had a better experience with it. I am not saying adoption is a bad thing, but then again I wouldn't know, mine was horrible. I always wondered how I slipped through the system into a bad situation. Was there no screening or something? Were they just handing kids out to anyone? I am sure the fact that my, so called, father was a firefighter helped. Everyone loved him he was an awesome friend BUT a horrible father and husband to my adopted mother. I guess we have to go to the beginning for you to understand my story better.
When I was born for some reason I was took from my birth mother, and I will never know the truth behind that I guess. I was then placed in the system and an abusive 19 foster homes later I ended up with the family I got. I was happy at first just to have a home. There were already 2 older natural sons they already had. They were treated wonderfully. They both attended college and became something wonderful. It was just me and a brother that were adopted.
I was given lots of wonderful toys and clothes by the adopted mother and my brother got beatings and scoldings and abuse. It tore my heart apart to watch. They never wanted him I am sure, my adopted mother wanted a girl and I guess I was all they could get but they would not separate us. So while I was doted upon by the mother my brother was abused. I lived a life of fear, shame and guilt. Why did they hate him so. It was no wonder he was bad in school and ran with the wrong crowd. I guess negative attention was better than none. :(
Getting back to my story. When my brother was in high school they ended up putting him in boys school. It tore my heart apart from his leaving and what he would now endure there. BUT the real horror came when I realized that the father had no one to abuse anymore but me. So you guessed it, I was next. How can a firefighter, a man that is suppose to save and cherish life, be so cold and cruel to someone that he supposedly saved from the welfare system. When I was 16 I had enough! I ran far far away! Never to look back! Never to endure anymore pain! After I left he started abusing my adopted mother and he still does to this day. I wait to hear of his demise so I can go to the funeral stand at the podium and tell everyone the truth of who he really was.
I have an off and on again relationship with my mother. It is painful to be a part of her life as I watch her still willing to endure his cruelness and cheating. Especially when I have offered her so many outs. It is no wonder that I did not lose my psychic abilities I relied on them to survive. The ghosts and spirits were my friends and my salvation. MY ESCAPE! Even though as I got older I was told not to use them I did anyway. Even though I was told people would frown upon it, because they were devout catholic, I did it anyway. I am happy who I turned out to be, BUT it wasn't without a ton of pain. But as I always say in my classes, everything happens for a reason and that is to put you exactly where you need to be right now.
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☀ With every sunrise comes change!
It doesn't matter what happened in the past, we are defined by what we do now in the present. ;) You have a choice everyday to either create an obstacle or an opportunity in your own life. Your past is what put you to where you are right now, BUT it does not define you. Everyday is a new opportunity for change. Make it a good one!
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Different types of Angels
Here are some different types of Angels that I teach about in my Angel Healing Course. I am a firm believer in constant communication between our Guides and our Angels.
#1 Power Angels ~ These Angels help us with our Spiritual Energy. I call upon this Angel when I feel negative or need to release negative energy around me.
#2 Guardian Angels ~ These are the most known Angels. These are protection Angels and can be called upon when you need protecting from illness, tragedy and even other people.
#3 Healing Angels ~ This can be emotional or physical healing. I call upon these Angels not only when I am sick physically but when I am overwhelmed emotionally.
#4 Messenger Angels ~ These are the Angels that bring messages from Source and deceased loved ones.
#5 Wisdom Angels ~ These are Angels that bring us knowledge from the Universe and the Akashic Records.
These were just a few, and the descriptions are brief, but hopefully you get an understanding that there are so many with so many purposes. The main question is usually; well how do I know which one to contact? The answer is that you do not need to know, you simply call out to your Angels for help and let them know what you need and the right one will come.
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ツ YOU are Amazing!
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♥♥♥ Invoking Love with Gemstones
Use a Heart Chakra gemstone bag to invoke love into your life. In this bag put the gemstones that you need and are most drawn to in the pink & green colors. My favorite are listed below.
Place your bag in your hands and cup them together and place them over your heart. Attune yourself to the crystals in your bag. Let their energy flow into your hands and to your heart. Then speak aloud "I allow love into my life and space" and "I ask the Universe to bring me a partner for my highest good".
After you have completed the invocation place the gemstone bag near your bedside and ask to dream of your love to come and to reveal when they may arrive into your life.
Rose Quartz are stones of unconditional love and infinite peace. It is the most important crystal for the heart and the heart chakra, teaching the true essence of love. It purifies and open the heart at all levels, and brings deep inner healing and self-love. Rose Quartz gently draws off negative energy and replaces it with loving vibes.
Green Aventurine is the stone of luck and chance. It is said to increase perception and creative insight. It is a heart chakra stone. Aventurine has a stabilizing effect on the emotions. It is excellent for teenagers.
Unakite (or Epidote) can be used to draw off negative energy and blockage from the Heart Chakra. Unakite is said to lift your spirits when you are feeling down - this is the gemstone to help you to see the beauty in life. It is also used to uncover deception.
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¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Which Gemstone resonates with you?
#1 Amethyst is a gemstone often worn by healers, as it has the power to focus energy. A healer will usually wear several pieces of jewelry with amethysts set in silver. The person to be healed will have an Amethyst to hold or wear while the healing is being done. Great for opening those Psychic centers of the mind.
#2 Lapis Lazuli has high intensity and can open many of the chakra centers but is mainly used on the Throat Chakra. This must be done only with love in the heart and comprehension in the mind and wisdom in soul. When working or meditating with Lapis Lazuli, it can bring matters more clearly to the mind. It is one of the most powerful stones and should be used with care. Wearing a Lapis Lazuli ring can help you to become a channel.
#3 Green Aventurine is the stone of luck and chance. It is said to increase perception and creative insight. It is a heart chakra stone. Aventurine has a stabilizing effect on the emotions. It is excellent for teenagers. Lore says that it enhances prosperity and brings career success. It is a gentle stone energetically that gives a sense of calm and balance and enhances happiness.
#4 Yellow Aventurine opens the Power chakra. It can assist in creativity, and help you to see the possibilities in new opportunities. It is often used to balance emotions and male/female energies. Yellow Aventurine can aid those who have problems with power and control. Working with Yellow Aventurine can help focus intentions for manifesting a sense of ease in being yourself.
#5 Red Aventurine opens the Root chakra. It can assist in creativity, and help you to see the possibilities in new opportunities. Red Aventurine is stone of manifestation through action. It draws upon the elements of Earth and Fire to increase the flow of prana, or life force, in re-vitalizing the physical body and focusing its energy to get things done. It boosts vitality and mental alertness, and amplifies the desire to take on life’s challenges with determination and perseverance. It inspires creativity and sexuality, and renews excitement and confidence in bringing one’s projects, goals and desires into reality.
#6 Red Jasper is known to protect against hazards of the night. Red jasper is very lucky for actors. Jasper gives one the courage to speak out and have personal independence. It also protects from fears in the night. Red jasper is thought to help balance the energy in the body. All jaspers help balance the emotional energy in the body.
You can purchase these heart gemstones above plus more like it in my jewelry shop at PT's Boutique
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∞ Are YOU a Medium?
Are you a Medium? A medium is a psychic who has raised their vibrational frequency or energies to higher spirit vibration. They can connect through extrasensory perception by including all 5 senses. A medium can also have psychic abilities but not all psychics are mediums. Mediums are often used in unsolved homicides as they can communicate directly with the deceased and relay the information back to the family. For mediumship work I like to carry a purple Fluorite. Fluorite works with your Third Eye & Crown Chakra and can be used as a meditation stone to help energize the body and raise the power of concentration.
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∞ Are YOU an Intuitive?
Are you Intuitive? No surprise, because everyone is. Being an Intuitive means you are able to receive guidance through your subconscious about a person, place, thing or situation. Being Intuitive, however, does not make you a psychic. That we will talk about next post. Being Intuitive you must take time for reflection or meditation to clear any junk that is there so you can keep a clear head and remain in balanced thought. For Intuitive work I like to carry an Amethyst. Amethyst works with your Third Eye Chakra and opens intuition and enhances psychic abilities.
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∞ Are YOU an Empath?
Are you Empathic? Do your surroundings affect you? Being an Empath means you feel other people's emotions as if they were your own. Sometimes these emotions that do not belong to us can consume and overwhelm us. Empaths have the ability to scan other people's energy for thoughts, feelings and sometimes images of their life. Unfortunately a lot of these thoughts and feelings an Empath will make their own. So if you are an Empath what can you do to help with these emotions and energy that aren't yours? I like to carry an Ametrine. An Ametrine is a mixture of the Citrine and an Amethyst. Ametrine draws out negative energies from your body and replaces them with energy of Divine light shields the aura of the wearer from all outside emotional and mental influences.
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☮ Positivity PLEASE!
So many depressing posts on facebook talking about I can't or I will never get or be as good as. People please understand you get what you attract. If all you do is stay negative about your situations then guess what your situations will always seem negative because that is all you will ever see in everything that comes your way. Start looking at your life in a more positive way and understand that these things happen to you whether it be good or bad or a reason and that reason is to put you exactly where you need to be in life. We come here to experience and learn lessons and we can not learn anything if everything is perfect.
Look at your life right now. Look at the people in it. Your children that you have are here because of what you went through at that time. Same with your friends, family and pets. Look at your life right now and look at only the positive parts of it. Going through a divorce? Well then maybe it is because you deserve better and that better person cannot come into your life as long as you are with another person.
We could go on and on but the lesson here is to try to always outweigh the negative with the positive. The more positive you are the more positive things you will attract. Same with negativity. Also please stop saying you cannot because if there is a will strong enough then there is always a way you just have to find it and if you cannot find it then create it. Just saying!
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☯ Guided Message
You have come here with all the abilities and inner tools that you need to survive spiritually on this realm. You only have to look within yourselves to access these tools. You do not come here unprepared. You have had these since birth, you have simply just forgotten they were there.
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✌ Close The Door!
Close the door and say "peace" to the past by realizing that the situations that occurred whether they be negative or positive WERE in fact necessary for you to be where you are at this moment. There is nothing you can do to change the cause and effect of events that have already happened, so allowing them to control YOU now makes no sense. Understand that we can create whatever we want in this world and the only thing holding you back from living your passion, desire or dream is only YOU!
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♥ Love Yourself ♥
"Today I let go of the things I cannot control and open myself up to the things I can change."
I understand that I cannot help others who refuse to help themselves and I realize that it is not a selfish act to put myself first. I must honor, respect and most of all LOVE myself in order to honor, respect and love another. I also cannot expect someone to give me what I refuse to give myself. I use these affirmations today to nourish myself with some much needed love.
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ಠ_ಠ One Bad Apple!
We have all heard the saying "One bad apple can ruin the bunch"? Well today has definitely been a test for me. The problem is I am extremely sensitive and with that comes high emotions. I can be so enlightened and ready to move through my schedule with the greatest of motivation and one person, YES ONE, can bring me from a 10 to a 2 :(. Now this is something I have had to deal with my whole life and personally I am tired of the ups and downs. So today will be DIFFERENT! Today I throw that bad apple as far from me and the bunch as I possibly can. I will look not back at where it lands but ahead at the beautiful apples that now can thrive in my life. :)
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♪ Just keep walking and whistling! ♫
There is nothing wrong with taking 2 steps back as long as you are always taking at least 1 step forward. It's not about how fast you get there but what happens along the way. We all have a tendency to want to turn back time or go back and redo our mistakes and that's ok, but do not let that stop you from going forward. Understand that everything happens for a reason and had those events in your life not happened exactly as they had, then you would not have or be exactly what you are today.
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❣ Moving Forward
I do not focus on my past mistakes nor do I wish I could go back and change things that I think should be different for without them I would not be where I am right now nor would I have the people in my life that I have. I would not have the children I have nor would I have the friends and support I have and I definitely would not be here with my lovely fans. I used to think that I had made a lot of mistakes but now I see those were not mistakes at all but only road signs pointing me to now. So next time you find yourself upset or unhappy or at fault over a situation just remember it is only a sign that better things are coming. Sometimes we need to clear out the old to make room for the new and a much better YOU!
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☮ We are ALL one!
It never ceases to amaze me the way some people act and carry on. When I very first came out of "The Psychic Closet" I was assuming that all healers, psychics and so forth were pretty much the same. It was through learning and meeting others that I realized just how different and unique we "ALL" are. My mission in life now was to teach others how to recognize and use their birth given gifts as well. Through my time learning I met a lot of people who misused their gifts or just used them for profit with no other expectations.
Don't get me wrong! We all have to make a living and I charge as well. As a teacher or spiritual counselor I consider this my "JOB". I gave up a very profitable job as an attorney to pursue this work. I also work very hard at it. My meaning would be, someone who only uses this gift for money and offers no teachings or pay it forward ever. I understand a lot of people cannot afford my service so I offer free readings on my radio show or on facebook, hence I pay it forward. How sad it was to see.
Unfortunately these people I had to remove from my life as they were only giving me doubt not love. My time on facebook and other social sites have brought many wonderful people into my life and some not so wonderful. You just have to learn how to choose which is there for your better and decide from there. But it is only through experience that we learn for sure. I have also seen those who feel they are so far along in their journey that they feel they are above all of those trying to learn so they go from teacher to alone with their arrogance. Hence let us not forget about "Karma". Remember we are all here to learn and there will never be a time when we have learned everything. So to be the universal teacher and student is the correct balance. The balance is to teach what you've learned and learn from others so that you may teach. It's a perfect cycle and benefits us all. Don't you think?
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∞ Twin Soul Friendship
Twin Soul Friendship: What does it mean to you?
☹ Am I meant for this type of life's work?
Am I meant for this type of life's work? That has been my question for the past 2 weeks. I have felt so incredibly overwhelmed this month. It seems like I can do 1 or 2 readings and burn out very easily. For example, tonight was The Tee & lee Show and in the very beginning I was having a horrible time logging into skype and actually could not log in until 5 min late. After about 40 min of the show my skype completely signs me out and I'm struggling to call in using my phone. I was so pumped and ready to do the best show ever and actually had a really good first half where I completely turned a skeptic around :).
But then after the first half exhaustion started to set in and I felt as though I could not possible do one more reading nor did I want too :(. But I struggled along and thought ok I will rest an hour and then get ready for my 90 class with a client. But then I couldn't sign into skype then it signed me out then I had to re-download it and still nothing :/ yet everyone else says they didn't have a problem?
What is this? Are my guides telling me enough is enough? Is this not what I am meant to do? Should I refund everyone that has bought a reading and give up? It's just not what happened tonight it has been a month long process with this type of activity. I love helping people and doing classes and reads, so why is the Universe making it almost impossible for me to do so????
Maybe I did not take a long enough break. Actually I was suppose to take a week and ended up only getting 2 days. So maybe I need to stick to my priorities and practice what I preach and actually take a rest? I always get sensitive to people who become rude and will not reschedule or get upset because I feel I cannot read that night. But what they do not understand is that if I am forced to read then it will not be a very good one at all, NOPE!
But on the other hand I feel like I have to do it and force myself. What a lot of people do not know about me is I have 7 children 3 of those children are under the age of 4 and 1 is a newborn :/ plus I homeschool and I do almost all my own marketing and advertising plus a book and magazine and readings and a lot of times I stay awake for 30 hours at a time just to please everyone. PROBLEM? I am NOT taking care of myself and this cause me to emotionally and physically break down.
I cannot see myself taking a break right now with all I have going on and need to get done but on the other hand if I do not then I might just collapse and give up completely. I will call this my realization month because it is really forcing to look at my life and what is not working for me.
❤ Hugs Tee
☤ Psychic Exhaustion
Sometimes I have to remind myself of my human body and how it tends to tire out at times. I am full of enthusiasm and creativity and want to work and work and work. But I have found that in this body it is just not possible :( sadly. I still haven't found how to keep going and going without rest. Probably because it's not possible, LOL. I do however, take myself to the ultimate limit until I basically collapse.
That it why it is so necessary for me to take breaks from time to time. I absolutely cannot stand taking a break as I wish to continue working but my body says "no way" not going to happen. Having a lot of kids doesn't make it any easier also. Plus I homeschool.
So as you can see my hands are extremely full before I even get started with my day of work. I do love my psychic work and all of my clients and I am very fortunate that when I do hit this psychic wall and need to relax they are very understanding.
It is very obvious when I have hit my wall as I tend not to be able to connect with people are I sound extremely drained, as was the case with my last radio show. I still have not found that balance between work and relaxation. I assume that my body will always let me know ;) So the next time I have to cancel a read or a show please know it is not because of anything except that I am psychically exhausted!
❤ Hugs Tee
☠ Negative & Toxic Energy/People
I very first posted this blog back in March 2010 on my old site. But several people have asked me how I cope with fear and negativity around me so I decided to post it once again in hopes that my words can help others.
Sometimes we have negative energy or negative things or even people around us that need to be "de-clutterd" so to speak. I have always had the need to constantly keep organization in my life.
I always go through clothes that no longer fit me or my children and I always give them to an organization that then gives them away to others for free. I honestly believe in paying it forward so to speak. I also have a tendency to do this in my everyday life as well and with people around me. I believe that kindness and help toward others is always the way even though sometimes I am took advantage of for my kindness. About every 4 months I make it a point to look at my life really strongly and decide what is helping me and what is hurting me and then I make decisions accordingly.
So of course I have been going through the basement, attic, kids room, etc... But I have also been going through the people in my life. Although I love a lot of the people that are currently in my life I know that there are times when they hurt me more than help me and this is when I cut off ties. It does hurt and sometimes feels selfish but in the long run it has always helped. Because in actuality you cannot help others unless you can help yourself. Each person and each circumstance is different.
I know that I constantly live in fear that the things I love will end or leave and it takes a strong person to move past that and try to think only positive which is hard when negative things keep happening. The thing that I found that works best for me is to frequently evaluate my life and surroundings. I go on a de-cluttering spree you could say. Anything negative in my life I try to remove if at all possible and that can include family and friends unfortunately.
If someone or something in my life is hurting me more than helping me than I need to make a conscious decision to move forward with out that person or thing. I also have to weigh out my choices with the pros and cons because I do not want to make myself unhappy either. So in any situation this tends to always help me.
❤ Hugs Tee
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